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Welcome to The Lilith Academy – a place where the archaic converges with the contemporary, where the material world intersects with the spiritual realm, and where the hushed whispers of Mother Nature herself find a powerful voice.

 

The Lilith Academy is not a conventional online school but an ingenious blend of academia and mystery school. This novel approach considers both the masculine and feminine modes of learning, fostering a balance that truly enhances the overall education experience. But how does this synergy of contrasting paradigms manifest itself, and why does it matter?

 

Firstly, consider Lilith, who is the reason For this work and at the heart of all courses and salons. As taught here at The Lilith Academy, Lilith symbolizes nature herself. She is omnipresent within all courses and programs, silently guiding our discourse and curiosities. Her elusive yet pervasive presence serves as a touchstone for the Academy's ethos, embodying the seamless integration of diverse learning styles.

 

The essence of Lilith is unveiled through a method that ties together the ancient and modern. By acknowledging the intrinsic wisdom in ancient traditions and juxtaposing them against contemporary understandings, we elucidate the ways in which Lilith, nature, is hiding in plain sight yet present in our day-to-day. We uncover the layered complexities of her current state, what humanity has done to her over the ages, and how we continue to influence her fate on the fringes.

 

Each course at The Lilith Academy is a unique fragment of this vast mosaic. Every lesson is structured as an exploration of the interplay between the immaterial and the material, the spiritual and the practical. By consciously integrating the methodologies of mystery schools with the robustness of academic learning, we create a profound learning environment that stirs both the intellect and the soul.

 

For instance, a course might begin with studying ancient scriptures or philosophical texts, offering spiritual insights and wisdom. The same course will then pivot to explore how these ancient lessons have modern applications, how they intersect with contemporary thought, and how they can offer solutions to present-day challenges. Through this intricate weaving of ancient wisdom with modern reality, students are given a richer, more meaningful learning experience that transcends the boundaries of traditional education.

 

The flagship course is called Resurrecting Lilith (formerly known as “Church on the B*Sides). It is the Magnum Opus, the all-encompassing, nine-month mentorship program designed to identify, Liberate, and integrate Lilith, and is the ultimate work at the Lilith Academy. 

 

The Lilith Academy is more than an online school; it's a revolutionary approach to learning. It seeks to bring together the halves that society has arbitrarily cleaved apart – the spiritual and the academic, the mystical and the practical, the masculine and the feminine. This is not simply a place where students learn; it is a place of revelation, an arena for enlightenment, a cradle where curiosity is nurtured, questions are encouraged, and the quest for knowledge is the ultimate journey. Here, the wisdom of the past meets the present innovations, shaping a unique path toward the future.

 

Here, we rediscover the magic of learning, seek out the hidden in plain sight, and find a space for harmonious dialogue between the ancient and the modern. Enrolling in any of my programs or courses is the beginning of a deconstruction effort; a contribution of your own piece to the collective remembering in the meta-picture. You will Embark on a journey of discovery, enlightenment, and transformation, tethered to the wisdom of ages past and the innovations of the present. 

All of you have to do is show up and DO THE WORK.

 

Welcome to your journey. Welcome to The Lilith Academy.

Why Enroll at the Lilith Academy?

In an era defined by rapid advancements in technology and artificial intelligence, an epoch where we are increasingly disconnected from our roots, The Lilith Academy emerges as an essential institution. This platform serves as an integral cornerstone to re-anchor ourselves, recognize the primordial material we are built upon, and cultivate an intimate relationship with the feminine aspects of our nature that are often neglected or undermined.

 

As Westerners, we are considered among the most rootless people on the planet. We find ourselves straying further and further away from our origins, our primordial essence, drawn into the accelerating vortex of artificial intelligence and advanced technology. Our lives are heavily woven into the fabric of technology and AI, a reality that brings myriad conveniences and fosters an unprecedented estrangement from our origins and natural selves. This detachment and rootlessness are expanding, gradually pushing us away from our innate ties with the natural world.

 

Yet, amid this digital cacophony, Lilith beckons us towards her. To center Lilith, nature herself, in our learning journey is a conscious act of resistance against the growing imbalance in our lives. This imbalance, the discord between our fast-paced, tech-centric existences and our inherent need for a symbiotic relationship with nature, threatens to undermine the very foundation of our well-being.

 

Ancient wisdom and indigenous cultures have long cautioned us against such imbalance. 

 

They've underscored that living in harmony with nature is not a romanticized ideal but a necessity for survival, a bulwark against self-destruction. The systematic dismissal of this wisdom over time has resulted in a world teetering on the brink of crisis, threatening all that is beautiful and vital for our continued existence.

 

At The Lilith Academy, we heed these age-old warnings. We emphasize the need to reacquaint ourselves with Lilith and her laws, the laws of nature. In a world governed by transient man-made laws, we uphold that the perennial laws of nature are the only true constants. They have governed life on earth long before humanity's ascent and will continue to do so long after. The man-made orders we create, regardless of their grandeur, are fleeting and susceptible to entropy. They often serve to reinforce power structures that inevitably collapse, leading to disorder.

 

Understanding Lilith is to comprehend the underpinning essence of our existence. By understanding Lilith, we tap into the constants of existence, the underlying principles that govern life and the universe. As we learn her laws, we find a roadmap for rekindling our connection with the natural world, for remembering what we've forgotten in our technological stupor. It offers us a way to rebalance, to re-root ourselves, and thus, to materialize the feminine aspects of our nature in the world. 

 

The Lilith Academy is not just important; it's indispensable in these rootless times. It provides a refuge for those seeking to journey back from their amnesia back to their origins. It serves as a beacon guiding us back to balance and reminding us of the ultimate truth – that we are, and always will be, children of nature, subject to her laws. Enroll in our courses today and embark on this journey of self-discovery and reconnection with the primal essence of existence.

Mentorship

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Resurrecting Lilith:
The Liberation of Our True Nature
A 9-month occult mentorship program

Salons

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Mary Magdalene in Dystopia Salon: Enrolling, October 2023

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We don’t heal by endlessly analyzing the wound—we heal when we name the story we’ve been living.

 

As Gloria Anzaldúa said, “We need new myths.”
Joseph Campbell reminded us, “Myths are public dreams.”
And Jung taught us that until we make the unconscious conscious, it will direct our lives and we’ll call it fate.

 

The modern woman—whether she knows it or not—is living out a myth written long before she was born. ..

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...one shaped by the empire of religion, the inheritance of patriarchy, and the severing from her own symbolic literacy.

 

The result? She is fluent in systems and self-improvement—but illiterate in the deeper story shaping her soul.

 

Because, the medicine isn’t in more strategy.
It’s in uncovering the myth beneath the wound.

Because what we call burnout, anxiety, or shame is often the ache of a woman who has been cast in a story too small for her becoming.

 

Re-mythologizing is not indulgence—it is soul retrieval.
 

It is shadow work, Christian deconstruction, and decolonial work all at once.
 

It is the reclamation of root power.

This is where the real initiation begins:
Not with moon spells or morning rituals,
but with the descent—into the subterranean terrain of the self,
to excavate the archetypal bones you've been walking on.

 

And here's the thing...  once we name the myth,
we can rewrite it.

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Below are visual representations of the nine archetypal aspects of the fractured feminine I’ve identified through years of deep work with the feminine principle — not just in theory, but in the trenches. As someone who’s walked through the underworld of sex work and studied the architecture of power and communication, I’ve seen these nine emerge over and over again.

They are not personality types.
They are thresholds.

The answer you received in the quiz isn’t fixed — it’s fluid. We’re always in flux. But the response you chose was chosen for a reason. Something in your soul resonated. Something unspoken was revealed — a doorway opened — pointing to the myth you’re unconsciously living.

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These myths are ancient.
They don’t just belong to you — they belong to all of us.

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They are buried beneath generations of false morality, cultural severance, religious shame, and spiritual amnesia passed down through both our maternal and paternal lines. Most women are still trying to heal their pain through modern methods — without realizing they’re walking around inside a myth that was never theirs to begin with.

 

This is what I mean when I say:

the medicine is in the myth.

The result you received is not a diagnosis

— it’s a portal.
 

It shows us where the wound lives.
And that wound?
It’s the gate back to Lilith, the gaslit root feminine in western cosmology.

 

To reclaim her, we must walk through the ache.
This is how the return begins — not with "Love and Light", but with  confrontation of unfiltered raw material with the courage to explore shadow.
 

This is not about ritual. 

It is about recovering from amnesia.

Here are my 9 original aspects of the fractured modern Feminine (found in the quiz):

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Rebellion performed, not embodied

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Peace at the cost of her own truth

Hungry for depth in a world filled with spiritual crumbs.

Sees what other deny--and pays the price.

Left the Church, not the sacred.

Disappeared into duty and forgot her name. 

Wildness buried, but waking.

Holy fire with nowhere to burn clean.

Sees the truth, but swallows her voice.

Here is how I see it:

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✝️ Religion gives you obedience in exchange for belonging. You are the vessel.

Never the source.

It doesn’t want your wild.

It wants your worship.

Your ache becomes sin.

Your hunger becomes guilt.

And still—you’re fucking starving.

 

🔮 The New Age gives you crystals, goddess names, and curated aesthetics.

It blesses the feminine—

but fears her shadow.

It calls on Lilith but refuses her teeth.

It offers ritual—but not reckoning.

So you orbit, but never transform.

 

🛋️ Therapy gives you language and safety.

You name your trauma. You gather tools.

But you remain in a loop—treated, but never initiated. Because what you’re facing isn’t just psychological.

It’s mythic.

 

📚 Academia gives you theory.

Feminist frameworks. Language of liberation.

But your body still feels colonized.

You become fluent in systems—

and illiterate in your own soul.

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We are living in a time of spiritual famine.

 

The modern woman is fragmented.

Tethered to productivity.

Performing power instead of living it.

She’s traded her roots for credentials.

Her soul for strategy.

The wind and the womb for #BossBitch.

 

And yet—beneath all of it—

She’s still looking for something else.

She’s still hungry.

 

What she’s looking for is a myth wide enough to hold her becoming.

A threshold she can name and walk through.

Not just healing, but meaning.

 

As Gloria Anzaldúa wrote, “We need new myths.”

And Joseph Campbell reminded us, “Myths are public dreams.”

 

When we don’t know our myth, we misdiagnose our ache.

We think it’s burnout, anxiety, and confusion—

When really, it’s the soul asking for a new story.

 

That’s what my newest container, Lilith Medicine,

An archetypal clinic is for.

“We must stop treating myths as riddles to be solved and begin listening to them as wild animals to be tracked.” - Martin Shaw

I am currently opening a few more spaces in this container for women who are done circling the drain of self-help and ready to re-myth

their lives.

 

This isn’t therapy. This isn’t group coaching. This is soul surgery. Several women are already in

—and it’s not just powerful.

It’s life-before-and-after kind of shit.

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It's initiation.

 

Here’s how it works:

 

First, we begin with your Archetypal Diagnosis—a soul-level reading of the myth you’ve been unconsciously living and the threshold you’re now standing on.

 

 

 

From there, I custom-create your private path forward, drawing from the full apothecary of salon courses I’ve developed over the past five years at The Lilith Academy.

 

I created this medicine for myself, clients, and women walking through their own sacred unravelings.

 

You don’t have to wait for a course to open or guess where to begin.

Once I see your myth, I’ll know exactly which pieces of my offerings to bring to the table, tailored specifically for you.

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"What Chriselda offers isn’t just shadow work—it’s a container for true rebirth. I’ve done therapy, spiritual retreats, and read every book, but nothing has cracked me open like this. In Lilith Medicine, I met parts of myself I didn’t know I was allowed to claim. It’s like I was both ancient and brand new at the same time. Like I was remembering myself and becoming myself all at once. This is not coaching. This is mythic midwifery. It’s soul alchemy. Chriselda doesn’t just guide you—she mirrors the you that’s been buried under obedience, shame, and survival.

I walked in fragmented. I walk out forged."

— Marisa

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"This isn’t some pop spirituality detour. The Lilith Academy is a living system—an ancient-future education that pulled me back into right relationship with time, death, power, and myself.”

- Melissa Grant

 

For years, I’ve been guiding Lilith Salons—cohort-style courses that each explore a facet of feminine esoterica as a way back to Lilith. I launch them in rhythm with the Wheel of the Year, aligning each one with nature’s seasonal cycles as ritual. 

 

These salons form the Apothecary—the living archive I draw from to craft your unique mythic medicine. Each elixir is bespoke, tailored to your personal story arc and archetypal journey. This is not off-the-shelf spirituality—it’s custom shadow alchemy, made to order.

They are:

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Winter Hermeticism

– For the woman who wants to think like Hermes, speak with precision, and live like an alchemist. Here, we use ancient wisdom (philosophical / practical hermetica) to decode the symbolic nature of life and transmute your shadow into insight.

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Sex and Judgment

– For women who’ve carried shame for being too much, too sexy, too loud, or too complicated. This salon heals the split between the sacred and the sensual,

the Madonna / Whore.

Words to

the Wyse

– For witches, writers, and women with something to say. This course helps you find your true voice and use language as spell, prayer, and precision.

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Mary Magdalene in Dystopia

– For the sacred rebel trying to stay open-hearted in a world that wants her numb. Magdalene is our guide through grief, truth-telling, and erotic devotion in our dystopian times. This is a good interior Into Gnosticism.

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Witch, Please –

-A humourous  Witchcraft 101 for women

who want roots, not trends.

Inspired by my FB post that went viral in 2019 —

a meme calling out Becky and her Whole Foods sage, (yes, that was me). 

this course teaches what it actually means to walk the path with integrity and depth and not be a #BasicWitch.

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Disco Death

– A fall ritual space for confronting death, endings, and grief as sacred initiations. It’s where we remember that dying well is part of living fully.

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Reclaiming Eden

– For those deconstructing Christianity and reclaiming their sacred lineage. This course helps you walk back into the Garden—not as Eve the "sinner", but as the Sovereign One.

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Warfare Witch:

The Art of War for Witches

-- Strategy is sacred.

This salon teaches witches how to use Sun Tzu’s timeless principles for spiritual warfare, psychic boundaries, and shadow mastery. For the women who want to stop leaking energy, outsmart false light, and fight like the wise.

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Unveiling Lilith

– My magnum opus mentorship. A deep, long-term path that shows very precisely how Lilith remains subjugated, scapegoated, gaslit, and demeaned in today’s society and the self and world, and how this hides in plain sight.

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✴︎ What You Receive Inside Lilith Medicine: An Archetypal Clinic ✴︎

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A high-touch, soul-mapped shadow work experience for women ready to mythically reorient their lives.

 

For decades, I’ve walked the underworld—not as a tourist, not as an academic, but as a woman initiated by life in the deep, dark margins.
Everything I offer here is forged from fire and woven with myth, not packaged performance.
 

And that means this container is unlike anything you've seen before.

 

This is not a course. It’s a living clinic of the soul—custom-tailored to your mythic wound, your real-time transformation, and your personal path back to Lilith.

You won’t just “learn.”
You’ll excavate, embody, and alchemize.
And you won’t do it alone.

 

🔮 Here’s Everything You Get:

What you’re about to see is everything included in your Lilith Medicine: Archetypal Clinic container. There’s truly nothing else quite like it—not in the mystery school space, not in the coaching world, not in spiritual mentorship.
Still, for clarity, I've included estimated values based on what similar high-ticket programs charge (and that’s without the personal care, live 1:1 attention, or weekly custom deliverables and a highly customized writeable shadow grimore with your own heroine's journey).

This is mythic work—bespoke, handcrafted, and tailored to your soul’s blueprint.
And the value reflects that.

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  • 1:1 Monthly Archetypal Mentorship Calls
    (75–90 minutes), a deep mythic counsel tailored to your unique journey, threshold, and archetypal diagnosis. (Usual value: $400–$600/month)

  • Custom Weekly Shadow Work PDFs
    These aren’t recycled prompts. These are medicine scrolls written just for you, updated every Friday, and based on where you are.
    (Usual value: $100–$150 per PDF = $400–$600/month)

  • Private Online Portal Created Just for You
    A sacred digital vault where all your PDFs, prompts, audios, and visual artifacts are uploaded weekly.
    (Usual value: $100/month)

  • Final Shadow Grimoire: A Mythic Artifact of Your Journey
    At the end of your 3, 6, 9, or 12-month container, I consolidate everything into a beautifully written e-book—your bespoke grimoire of transformation.
    (Usual value: $1,000+)

  • Ongoing Mythic Tracking
    You’re not just dropped into a curriculum—you’re guided every step, with precision, intuition, and deep archetypal listening.
    (Priceless. No formulaic “healer” systems here.)

  • Flexible Length of Commitment
    Minimum 3 months. Longer containers go deeper.
    (Note: You can renew or extend at any point.)

 

This would normally total to:

3 months $3,700 – $4,900

6 months $7,400 – $9,800

9 months $11,100 – $14,700

12 months $14,800 – $19,600

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🧠 Let’s Talk “Perceived Value” vs. Real Soul Work

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You’ve probably seen those $6K–$12K online

“mystery schools” or high-ticket coaching offers that promise depth and deliver generic PDFs, group Zooms, and a comment section. Some of them are popular.

Some are aesthetic. And some are useful—for a while.

 

But none of them give you this level of intimacy, custom mythic care, or personal deliverables.

Why? Because most of them are built for scale.
 

This is built for your personalized truth.

 

I don’t give you a method.

I walk with you through your myth.

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💎 What's your Investment now?

Only $350/month

That’s not a typo.
 

This is a special, below-industry rate I’m offering only while I’m writing my book, Murdering Eve.
Once it’s published, the price of this mythic container will rise significantly to reflect its full value.

 

For less than the cost of a single session with a "spiritual influencer",

you receive an entire customized mythic journey—
crafted specifically for your soul’s blueprint.

You’re not paying for access.
 

You’re investing in precision, intimacy, and transformation that leaves you with something tangible.

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✨ Your own personalized shadow grimoire.
✨ Your myth recovered.
✨ Your power reclaimed.

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This isn’t mass-produced magic.
This is made-to-measure medicine.

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If you’ve read this far, your myth is already calling.

Ready to walk through the threshold?
👉 [Apply Now / Enter the Clinic Portal]
 

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​Lilith Medicine: An Archetypal Clinic is for the woman who:

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  • Has outgrown religion, therapy, academia, and goddess circles—and knows there’s still something deeper.

  • Feels the ache that her soul is in a mythic transition, even if she doesn’t yet have the words for it.

  • Is not interested in more surface-level healing, but deep, archetypal reconfiguration.

  • Has done the work, and still feels like something vital is missing.

  • Feels fragmented by modern life, performance, and overproductivity, and is ready to remember her original root.

  • Feels called to reclaim the sacred feminine in a way that is wild, grounded, and uncolonized.

  • Is ready to stop orbiting transformation and step inside the fire of it—with guidance, clarity, and fierce mythic precision.

  • Is bold enough to seek meaning, not just management. Integration, not just insight. Power that comes from soul, not branding.

  • Feels that Lilith is rising inside her—and she’s finally ready to listen.​

  • this is not for the woman who:

  • – Wants a step-by-step formula, plug-and-play framework, or fast results.
    – Isn’t ready to go beyond the language of psychology and into the realm of myth, mystery, and shadow.
    – Thinks spiritual work should feel safe, soft, or always affirming.
    – Is still devoted to respectability, perfection, or external validation.
    – Is looking for another identity to wear (witch, priestess, rebel)—but not the initiation those archetypes require.
    – Isn’t willing to be honest about her power, hunger, and complicity in systems that once hurt her.
    – Wants to stay comfortable in goddess circles that never confront the false light.
    – Is unwilling to question the myths she's inherited from her family, church, or co-opted feminism.

Disclaimer: I am not a certified therapist, nor do I aspire to be one. I hold the view that contemporary psychological establishments are overly influenced by cultural biases and have strayed from a foundation of integrity. However, if you have found a licensed professional who genuinely supports your journey, consider me as the forest witch who can access spaces they can't reach. My transparency is both for legal protection and spiritual authenticity.
It's my responsibility to be clear about my identity and legal limitations.

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