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We don’t heal by endlessly analyzing the wound—we heal when we name the story we’ve been living.

 

As Gloria Anzaldúa said, “We need new myths.”
Joseph Campbell reminded us, “Myths are public dreams.”
And Jung taught us that until we make the unconscious conscious, it will direct our lives and we’ll call it fate.

 

The modern woman—whether she knows it or not—is living out a myth written long before she was born. ..

...one shaped by the empire of religion, the inheritance of patriarchy, and the severing from her own symbolic literacy.

 

The result? She is fluent in systems and self-improvement—but illiterate in the deeper story shaping her soul.

 

Because, the medicine isn’t in more strategy.
It’s in uncovering the myth beneath the wound.

Because what we call burnout, anxiety, or shame is often the ache of a woman who has been cast in a story too small for her becoming.

 

Re-mythologizing is not indulgence—it is soul retrieval.
 

It is shadow work, Christian deconstruction, and decolonial work all at once.
 

It is the reclamation of root power.

This is where the real initiation begins:
Not with moon spells or morning rituals,
but with the descent—into the subterranean terrain of the self,

to excavate the archetypal bones you've been walking on.

 

And here's the thing...  once we name the myth,
we can rewrite it.

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Below are visual representations of the nine archetypal aspects of the fractured feminine I’ve identified through years of deep work with the feminine principle — not just in theory, but in the trenches. As someone who’s walked through the underworld of sex work and studied the architecture of power and communication, I’ve seen these nine emerge over and over again.

They are not personality types.
They are thresholds.

The answer you received in the quiz isn’t fixed — it’s fluid. We’re always in flux. But the response you chose was chosen for a reason. Something in your soul resonated. Something unspoken was revealed — a doorway opened — pointing to the myth you’re unconsciously living.

These myths are ancient.
They don’t just belong to you — they belong to all of us.

They are buried beneath generations of false morality, cultural severance, religious shame, and spiritual amnesia passed down through both our maternal and paternal lines. Most women are still trying to heal their pain through modern methods — without realizing they’re walking around inside a myth that was never theirs to begin with.

 

This is what I mean when I say:

the medicine is in the myth.

The result you received is not a diagnosis

— it’s a portal.
 

It shows us where the wound lives.
And that wound?
It’s the gate back to Lilith, the gaslit root feminine in western cosmology.

 

To reclaim her, we must walk through the ache.
This is how the return begins — not with "Love and Light", but with  confrontation of unfiltered raw material with the courage to explore shadow.

 

This is not about ritual. 

It is about recovering from amnesia.

Here are my 9 original aspects of the fractured modern Feminine (found in the quiz):

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Rebellion performed, not embodied

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Peace at the cost of her own truth

Hungry for depth in a world filled with spiritual crumbs.

Sees what other deny--and pays the price.

Left the Church, not the sacred.

Disappeared into duty and forgot her name. 

Wildness buried, but waking.

Holy fire with nowhere to burn clean.

Sees the truth, but swallows her voice.

Here is how I see it:

✝️ Religion gives you obedience in exchange for belonging. You are the vessel.

Never the source.

It doesn’t want your wild.

It wants your worship.

Your ache becomes sin.

Your hunger becomes guilt.

And still—you’re fucking starving.

 

🔮 The New Age gives you crystals, goddess names, and curated aesthetics.

It blesses the feminine—

but fears her shadow.

It calls on Lilith but refuses her teeth.

It offers ritual—but not reckoning.

So you orbit, but never transform.

 

🛋️ Therapy gives you language and safety.

You name your trauma. You gather tools.

But you remain in a loop—treated, but never initiated. Because what you’re facing isn’t just psychological.

It’s mythic.

 

📚 Academia gives you theory.

Feminist frameworks. Language of liberation.

But your body still feels colonized.

You become fluent in systems—

and illiterate in your own soul.

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We are living in a time of spiritual famine.

 

The modern woman is fragmented.

Tethered to productivity.

Performing power instead of living it.

She’s traded her roots for credentials.

Her soul for strategy.

The wind and the womb for #BossBitch.

 

And yet—beneath all of it—

She’s still looking for something else.

She’s still hungry.

 

What she’s looking for is a myth wide enough to hold her becoming.

A threshold she can name and walk through.

Not just healing, but meaning.

 

"Myths are the deepest expression of the psyche; they are not lies but the truest truths we have."

- James Hillman

 

When we don’t know our myth, we misdiagnose our ache.

We think it’s burnout, anxiety, and confusion—

When really, it’s the soul asking for a new story.

 

That’s what my newest container, Lilith Medicine,

An archetypal clinic is for.

“We must stop treating myths as riddles to be solved and begin listening to them as wild animals to be tracked.” - Martin Shaw

I am currently opening a few more spaces in this container for women who are done circling the drain of self-help and ready to re-myth

their lives.

 

This isn’t therapy or group coaching.

This is soul surgery.

 

Several women are already in

—and it’s not just powerful.

It’s life-before-and-after kind of shit.

It's initiation.

 

                      Here is how it works: 

 

First, we begin with your Archetypal Diagnosis—a soul-level reading of the myth you’ve been unconsciously living and the threshold you’re now standing on, (did you take the quiz above?)

 

From there, I custom-create your private path forward, drawing from the full apothecary of salon courses I’ve developed over the past five years at The Lilith Academy.

 

I forged this soul medicine in the fire of my own becoming—clawing my way out of the myths that tried to keep me small and afraid of my own shadow. Now, I offer it to women brave enough to walk through their own sacred unravelings.

 

You don’t have to wait for a course to open or guess where to begin.

Once I see your myth, I’ll know exactly which pieces of my offerings to bring to the table, tailored specifically for you.

"What Chriselda offers isn’t just shadow work—it’s a container for true rebirth. I’ve done therapy, spiritual retreats, and read every book, but nothing has cracked me open like this. In Lilith Medicine, I met parts of myself I didn’t know I was allowed to claim. It’s like I was both ancient and brand new at the same time. Like I was remembering myself and becoming myself all at once. This is not coaching. This is mythic midwifery. It’s soul alchemy. Chriselda doesn’t just guide you—she mirrors the you that’s been buried under obedience, shame, and survival.

I walked in fragmented. I walk out forged."

— Marisa

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"This isn’t some pop spirituality detour. The Lilith Academy is a living system—an ancient-future education that pulled me back into right relationship with time, death, power, and myself.”

- Melissa Grant

 

For years, I’ve been guiding Lilith Salons—cohort-style courses that each explore a facet of feminine esoterica as a way back to Lilith.

I usually launch them in rhythm with the Wheel of the Year, aligning each one with nature’s seasonal cycles as ritual. 

 

These salons form the Apothecary—the living archive I draw from to craft your unique mythic medicine. Each elixir is bespoke, tailored to your personal story arc and archetypal journey. This is not off-the-shelf spirituality—it’s custom shadow alchemy, made to order.

They are:

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Winter Hermeticism

– For the woman who wants to think like Hermes, speak with precision, and live like an alchemist. Here, we use ancient wisdom (philosophical / practical hermetica) to decode the symbolic nature of life and transmute your shadow into insight.

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Sex and Judgment

– For women who’ve carried shame for being too much, too sexy, too loud, or too complicated. This salon heals the split between the sacred and the sensual,

the Madonna / Whore.

Words to

the Wyse

– For witches, writers, and women with something to say. This course helps you find your true voice and use language as spell, prayer, and precision.

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Mary Magdalene in Dystopia

– For the sacred rebel trying to stay open-hearted in a world that wants her numb. Magdalene is our guide through grief, truth-telling, and erotic devotion in our dystopian times. This is a good interior Into Gnosticism.

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Witch, Please

-A humourous  Witchcraft 101 for women

who want roots, not trends.

Inspired by my FB post that went viral in 2019 —

a meme calling out Becky and her Whole Foods sage, (yes, that was me). 

this course teaches what it actually means to walk the path with integrity and depth and not be a #BasicWitch.

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Disco Death

– A fall ritual space for confronting death, endings, and grief as sacred initiations. It’s where we remember that dying well is part of living fully.

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Reclaiming Eden

– For those deconstructing Christianity and reclaiming their sacred lineage. This course helps you walk back into the Garden—not as Eve the "sinner", but as the Sovereign One.

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Warfare Witch:

The Art of War for Witches

-- Strategy is sacred.

This salon teaches witches how to use Sun Tzu’s timeless principles for spiritual warfare, psychic boundaries, and shadow mastery. For the women who want to stop leaking energy, outsmart false light, and fight like the wise.

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Unveiling Lilith

– My magnum opus mentorship. A deep, long-term path that shows very precisely how Lilith remains subjugated, scapegoated, gaslit, and demeaned in today’s society and the self and world, and how this hides in plain sight.

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✴︎ What You Receive Inside Lilith Medicine: An Archetypal Clinic ✴︎

A high-touch, soul-mapped shadow work experience for women ready to mythically reorient their lives.

 

For decades, I’ve walked the underworld—not as a tourist, not as an academic, but as a woman initiated by life in the deep, dark margins.
Everything I offer here is forged from fire and woven with myth, not packaged performance.

 

And that means this container is unlike anything you've seen or experirenced before.

 

This is not a course. It’s a living clinic of the soul—custom-tailored to your mythic wound, your real-time transformation, and your personal path back to Lilith.

You won’t just “learn.”
You’ll excavate, embody, and alchemize.
And you won’t do it alone.

 

🔮 Here’s Everything You Get:

What you’re about to read below is everything included in your Lilith Medicine: Archetypal Clinic container. There’s truly nothing else quite like it—not in the mystery school space, not in the coaching world, not in spiritual mentorship.
 

for clarity, I've included estimated values based on what other high-ticket programs charge (and that’s without the personal care, live 1:1 attention, or weekly custom deliverables and a highly customized writeable shadow grimore with your own heroine's journey).

 

What would this cost elsewhere?
 

* 1:1 Monthly Archetypal Mentorship Calls
(75–90 minutes), a deep mythic counsel tailored to your unique journey, threshold, and archetypal diagnosis. (Usual value: $400–$600/month)

* Custom Weekly Shadow Work PDFs
These aren’t recycled prompts. These are medicine scrolls written just for you, updated every Friday, and based on where you are.
(Usual value: $100–$150 per PDF = $400–$600/month)

* Private Online Portal Created Just for You
A sacred digital vault where all your PDFs, prompts, audios, and visual artifacts are uploaded weekly.
(Usual value: $100/month)

* Final Shadow Grimoire: A Mythic Artifact of Your Journey
At the end of your 3, 6, 9, or 12-month container, I consolidate everything into a beautifully written e-book—your bespoke grimoire of transformation.
(Usual value: $1,000+)

* Ongoing Mythic Tracking
You’re not just dropped into a curriculum—you’re guided every step, with precision, intuition, and deep archetypal listening.
(Priceless. No formulaic “healer” systems here.)

* Flexible Length of Commitment
Minimum 3 months. Longer containers go deeper.
(Note: You can renew or extend at any point.)

 

This would normally total to:

3 months $3,700 – $4,900

6 months $7,400 – $9,800

9 months $11,100 – $14,700

12 months $14,800 – $19,600

 

🧠 Let’s Talk “Perceived Value” vs. Real Soul Work

What I’m talking about above? Those $6K–$12K “mystery schools” and high-ticket coaching empires that swear they’re taking you deep—yet hand you a stack of generic, catch-all PDFs, endless videos of someone rambling about recycled “dark goddess” archetypes, a few impersonal audio drops in your inbox, a group Zoom or two, and maybe—if you’re lucky—a comment thread. Sure, some are popular. But popularity doesn’t equal potency,

(sorry, somebody had to say it it).

 

Some are aesthetic. And some are useful—for a while.

 

But none of them give you this level of intimacy, custom mythic care, or personal deliverables.

Why? Because most of them are built for scale.
 

This is built for your personalized truth.

 

 

I walk with you through your myth and leave you with methods to find your way around as the subject in your own story.

💎 So what's your Investment for bespoke, highly personalized mythic rewiring? 

 

Only $350/month

That’s not a typo.

3 months $3,700 – $1,050 (save $3,850)

6 months $7,400 – $2,100 (save $7,700)

9 months $11,100 – $3,150 (save $11,550)

12 months $14,800 – $4,200 (save $15,400)

This is a rare, below-industry rate — only available until the end of 2025. Come January 2026, it jumps to $500 a month. And once my book Murdering Eve is published, the price of this bespoke mythic container will rise even higher to reflect its true, unfiltered value.

 

For less than the cost of a single session with a "spiritual influencer",

you receive an entire customized mythic journey—
crafted specifically for your soul’s blueprint.

You’re not paying for access.
 

You’re investing in precision, intimacy, and transformation that leaves you with something tangible.

✨ Your own personalized shadow grimoire.
✨ Your myth recovered.
✨ Your power reclaimed.

This isn’t mass-produced magic.
This is made-to-measure medicine.

"Chriselda’s work cracked me open. I finally saw the esoteric literacy my religion stole — the symbolic language of my own soul — and why they replaced it with counterfeit scripture. It wasn’t faith. It was control. Now I read my own myths, speak my own codes, and they can never touch that again."

— Mariana Torres, Lilith Medicine Client

​Lilith Medicine: An Archetypal Clinic is for the woman who:

* Has outgrown religion, therapy, academia, and goddess circles—and knows there’s still something deeper.

* Feels the ache that her soul is in a mythic transition, even if she doesn’t yet have the words for it.

* Is not interested in more surface-level healing, but deep, archetypal reconfiguration.

* Has done the work, and still feels like something vital is missing.

* Feels fragmented by modern life, performance, and overproductivity, and is ready to remember her original root.

* Feels called to reclaim the sacred feminine in a way that is wild, grounded, and uncolonized.

* Is ready to stop orbiting transformation and step inside the fire of it—with guidance, clarity, and fierce mythic precision.

* Is bold enough to seek meaning, not just management. Integration, not just insight. Power that comes from soul, not branding.

* Feels that Lilith is rising inside her—and she’s finally ready to listen.

this is not for the woman who:


– Wants a step-by-step formula, plug-and-play framework, or fast results.
– Isn’t ready to go beyond the language of mainstream psychology, new age, academia, religion and into the realm of myth, mystery, and shadow.
– Thinks spiritual work should feel safe, soft, or always affirming.
– Is still devoted to respectability, perfection, or external validation.
– Is looking for another identity to wear (witch, priestess, rebel)—but not the initiation those archetypes require.
– Isn’t willing to be honest about her power, hunger, and complicity in systems that once hurt her.
– Wants to stay comfortable in goddess circles that never confront the false light.
– Is unwilling to question the myths she's inherited from her family, church, or co-opted feminism.

Ready to Start Remything Your Life…

You’ve named the myth beneath your wound.

Now, what are you going to do with it?


If you’re tired of goddess-in-a-caftan New Age programs and generic therapy that feel like spiritual fast food—burning your money, wasting your time, and keeping you hungry for more—this is where the real feast begins.
 

Book your first 90-minute exploratory session. We’ll crack open your archetypal result from the quiz and follow it straight to the bone.
 

For a first-time session, it’s $75—a full $50 off my usual rate—when you use the code LILITU4U at checkout.
 

If you’re ready to hunt down the stolen pieces of your soul and map your own Heroine’s Journey back to power, we start here—no half-measures, no looking back!

Disclaimer: I am not a certified therapist, nor do I aspire to be one. I hold the view that contemporary psychological establishments are overly influenced by cultural biases and have strayed from a foundation of integrity. However, if you have found a licensed professional who genuinely supports your journey, consider me as the forest witch who can access spaces they can't reach. My transparency is both for legal protection and spiritual authenticity.
It's my responsibility to be clear about my identity and legal limitations.

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